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Playlist By Samantha Z. | Narcissist Apocalypse

Hey Narcissist Apocalypse Army,

I’m Samantha Z. and this is my narcissistic abuse playlist.

It’s Been Awhile – Staind
Grenade – Bruno Mars
I Knew You Were Trouble – Taylor Swift
I Was a Fool – Tegan and Sara
Found Out About You – Gin Blossoms
Set Fire to the Rain- Adele
What a Time – Julia Michaels
No More Words – Berlin
Impossible – Shontelle
Try – Pink
Fighter – Christina Aguilera

The first song may be a little unique to a long distance relationship but I think it speaks to missing someone in general and it also talks about feeling f*cked up which I think most people do when they are confused about their relationship and they on mental stability.  The next 8 have lots of references to someone who lies, who is coldhearted and/or who never really truly loved someone.  The last two songs speak to healing and getting stronger. 


I thought about putting that newish song by Sam Smith – Used to Being Someone You Loved – but it’s just a sad song and the purpose of the playlist is for me to feel more empowered and stronger and not to feel sad.  One of these days I will be able to listen to sad songs or loves songs but not yet. 


Samantha Z.